Okay so the site is okay, the stuff on it is interesting about music and the pictures and what not but the people on it are ruining it.

Maybe not them all but most of them.

There is far too much drama and negative fucks and whiney pathetic teenagers on this site it's making it shit.

Mibba is so much more controlled and the editors are right there if you do something wrong, which is a good thing. It gets rid of all the little shits.

I feel strongly about this. It's so stupid to do so but I do.

Hence why I shall be logging off for the last time. There is nothing here for me anymore. I'll be on to keep up with gossip and Mark's twilight blog but that will be it. I don't need to be logged in for that so there you go.

Oh yeah and happy birthday...to me.

Over and out for the last time.

I was going to mention this next one anyway, hence why I even came on before I saw New Perspective was going to be available to hear:

Two: If I don't have a My Chmical Romance album in my hands by early next year, my head will explode. I'm not even joking, I'm constantly checking the website and what not but it's just not enough for me. They keep giving us glimpses and it's getting both annoying and frustrating because I want something, anything. I don't think I'd even care if it was shit. It would be them and that's all I need.

Cobra and The Used will tide me over till next year but if I don't have one early 2010, there will be furious hell to pay.

That was all. Hope all is well.

xo

Is that all he's done or am I missing something here? I don't really understand as to why people could be angry for that. It's only a band, so what? Is it the end of the world? No. If I'm missing some important information then please tell me.

Love S x

I keep saying that I'll post more and fanfictions and what not but I never do. I will this time hopefully. I'm just a bit mixed with my stories at the moment for I don't know what stories to focus on and I keep changing my mind and get into different moods about it. I'm co-writing with someone on Mibba so maybe I should focus on that but then again,, knowing me I wont.

Not much new going on on. Peaches and Pippa, two of my cats [Pippa is mine, she loooves me and barely leaves my side] got neutered last week and now have to wear those cones on their heads. It's kinda funny cause they bash into things and when they walk it looks like they are swaying to music, but it's ashame at the same time.

I'll post cobra pictures soon. I've posted Alex and I but I'll post more later and some of the two newest cats soon too.

I've left school now, officially. I never have to go back again which is kinda sad. I'll miss it. I feel really grown up and things now too. Can't wait for the summer weather. We had some really good days last month but it's back to rain and stuff now. I wish I was eighteen already and was able to drink legally, it would make the summer more fun.

OH! big news. I'm going to see Micheal Mcintyre in october!!! With my mum and dad. We have the worst seats ever but it doesn't matter. I litterly can't wait. He's this really funny comedian and I think i'm basically in love with him XD

Talking of love. I think i've developed a bit of a guilty pleasure for the Jonas Brothers. There's so many stories on Mibba about them and I just wanted to read something good once and really got in to it.

I of course still have the very unhealthy obsession with David Tennant. I'm actually going to cry when he leaves Dr Who. I know I will.

My Chemical Romance. They are really going to have to step it up in my opinion. There have been so many epic brilliant albums made since they've been away, [Gym Class Heroes, Fall Out Boy, and expectantly Cobra Starship and The Used to name just a few] They are going to have to really pull it out of the bag. I'm sure I'll like it non the less but unless it's something really good and fresh and different then it will not replace my favourite album. That's just my opinion though.

I just wish they'd hurry the heck up! i'm getting a bit impatiant.

I think that's it really.

Bye for now I guess!

xoxo

I'm trying to figure out if I am the only one that has any proper open minded opinion on Twilight the movie.

I've never said this before [half in the hope that if I watch it more then I'll like it more] but the movie just isn't really that good.

In fact, no, that's wrong. The movie is good. Kirsten Stewart isn't. She's a horrible actress and I really do not understand how she managed to get best Female performance when she was up against the likes of Angelina Jolie and Kate Winslet. Maybe it's because I've read the books but I seriously don't think that's what it is. look at Harry potter, I don't think any of those actors are absoloutly dreadful.

It looks as if New Moon might just be as bad but I'm really hoping it's not. I don't want the movies to be bad but her acting just makes it absoloutly shocking. Watching her accept the award just prooves she can't act, that she is being completely herself which is kind of scary considering it must be really hard to become friends with her if she's that damn awkward.

I don't know what it is but I just don't like her.

And it just goes to show that these award shows are all teenage based and voted for by teenager, which is fine and expected and all but can't these teenagers have another proper critical opinion other than "oh Rob Pattinson's in that and he's hot so vote for it for any category no matter how shit the actor is"

ok I shall go and rant else where now. buh-bye.

Journals have changed since I last posted one.

just a kind of update on my life not that any of you really care anymore but it helps me get it out so I can clear my mind for new stuff.

I said about working at Tesco's right? Well if I didn't I have now. It's fun, some really cool people to work with (some rotters too but whatever they're not even worth the time of day sometimes.)

I also work at an after School Club for kids on Tuesdays too. That's fun, all the kids are awesome, even if they don't listen to a word I say when I try to tell them off.

Going to see Cobra Starship on Thursday with some friends from work so that should be fun. I got the tickets at the last minute but at least I got them. Also the friend I was supposed to be going with backed out so I have a spare ticket, I'll try and sell it at the concert, if not then anyone in the Glasgow area wanting to go to a concert? lol.

I've left school :'( My last day was last Wedensday. Instead of a traditional Muck up day we got to have fun and games and mess ourselves and each other up instead. It was amazingly fun, even though I didn't get that messy, I stayed out of the way mostly. I am officially left on the 11th of June after our leavers conference. I have only two more exams left then I'm done. I got all my English stuff done too eventually :) What a relief! Our English class (+teachers) is going out for a meal on the 9th. Awkward much?

I'm going to college next year. Should be fun. Meet new people an stuff. This time two years ago (heck maybe even just a year ago) I would have been shitting myself about doing that. Now I can't wait. I love meeting new people.

I'm 18 soon. Really can't wait for that, about 4 months to go I think! Can finally go out and drink legally! Heck, I'm looking forward to selling it more than I am drinking it! (Can't sell alcohol at work unless you are 18 or over) I can finally have a proper social life!

 I got two new cats. Pixie and Pippa. We're keeping with the 'P's' Pixie, Pippa and Peaches, ha. I'll get pictures up eventually.

I think that's all my news really. It's all a big deal to me even if it's not to anyone else. och well.

Ciao! xoxo

So the bad stuff or good stuff first? I'll go with bad, get it out of the way.

So last weekend i went down to see my Nana Jan. She's not actually my grandmother, she's my mom's best friend who happens to be like a grandmother to me and since I don't have any real ones left she's the closest to one. She's not well. She's on steroids and she can't breath properly. She doesn't think she has long left, but she has been saying that for years. Still it's not looking good.

I had the cold this week, quite badly actually butI'm getting over that now.

Saffy,

Got a tumour in her mouth about three weeks ago. The vets thought it may have been an infection to begin with but they realised on monday that it was actually a tumor. Because she was 17, she wouldn't have been able to handle the anasetic to have it removed to she had to be put down on Tuesday. It was heart wrenching. It still feels strange around the house without her. The kitten,, Peaches is missing her like crazy

I have a load of school shit to be doing that I can't be bothered doing so I'm gonna be in trouble at school on monday I know I am. I just can't get into it and I feel guilty.

The good stuff.

We're getting two new kittens next weekend. We went to the SPCA centre in Dundee and there were two kittens whose owner died. Kittens were the best option because we didn't want them to boss Peaches around since she's been there the longest and she should now be in charge. We needed another cat to keep her company and these two came as a pair so we had to go for them. They are really sweet. They'll be called Pipa and Pixie.

I have an interview for college in March for a child care course so hopefully that will go well.

Everything seems to be going okay at school with friends and things too. I used to feel a bit insecure and stuff but I've been speaking to a load of people that i wouldn't have normally, I think it's because it's the last year and everyone wants to get on.

I will start posting a new story I started on Mibba here again, maybe if anyone wants it. Are fanfictions even still popular on here?

I think that's it. Nothing exciting as usual.

xoxo

You know when you get in a funk about nothing and you know your in this funk but just can't be arsed to pull yourself out of it? Yeah I got into that yesterday. Boy was I in such a funk. It's frustrating but I like it at the same time.

Anyway guess what got it out of me?

My Chem. I watched desolation row and almost cried with happiness.

I just didn't realise how much I missed them. I mean I got Leathermouth's CD and I like it but it's just not the same. Well obviously but lie I thought it would somehow substitute for something.

Instead of the pissed off funk that I was in yesterday it's now turned kind of down and fed up funk. I want more than just one song and video. I want more goddamnit!

Meh I'll survive I'm sure.

It just took me at least five minutes to figure out how to post a journal. That's crazy. And now I've found it I'm beggining to wonder about my intelligence as it was so damn easy and pretty much in the same place it was the last time I posted one.

Where have I been? I mean I came on nearly everyday but just to see if I had comments etc. Never did.

But I think I can be on for a bit more than that from now on or at least by after feburary?

Why do I always come on and want to do stuff and get involved with things when I have to be revising for stuff at school? I have no idea. My Prelims are in 5 days. I have not picked up one thing to revise yet. I think that's the latest I've left it. Sixth year does that to you. You just think you have all the time in the world for everything when you don't.

I haven't even been doing anything while I haven't been on. Seriously fuck all. It was just plain CBA-ness.

God I want to write something. No need to. [discluding homework ;P]

I'll start writing/posting again and get around with comments and stuff, eventually. If I can  be arsed.

Boring me now.

ttfn

xoxo

not that anyone would have noticed.

have fun without me.

see ya's for now.

Steph xoxo